好眼淚坏眼淚

Mmm. This was song from Corner with Love from awhile back.. For some reason, this song wasn't in the soundtrack for the drama and I could never find it. It's the cutest song ever :) Hope you like it as much as I do!



好眼淚坏眼淚
Vivian Hsu

我曾 認真 深愛著一個人
他給我幸福的可能
我等 我問 未來何時發生
他只是給我一個吻

快樂 我哭 是因為你的手
曾答應帶我向前走
難過 我哭 是因為我的手
找不到你說的以后

好眼淚 坏眼淚 我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由只
不過 在你不再愛我了以后
剩坏的眼淚慢慢流

快樂 我哭 是因為我付出
得到你溫柔的答覆
難過 我哭 是因為我任性
你的心永遠留不住

好眼淚 坏眼淚 我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由
只希望 在我不再想你了之后
有好的眼淚慢慢流

好眼淚 坏眼淚 我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由
只希望 在我不再想你了之后
有好的眼淚慢慢流
有好的笑容陪著我

my beating heart

So cute. It has some special technology that synchs your heart with itself and continually beats as you hug it. It gives you comfort as you sleep on this soft pillow that someone is beside you. Good for long distance relationships or even bouts of singleness. :)

check out the site here

an upgrade for your heart <3

I think I got this in an email back when I was in Jr. high. I was going through my old files and thought this was really cute. :)
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An Upgrade for your Heart

Customer: I can do that. I'm not very technical, but I think I am ready to install now. What do I do first?
CS Rep: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART ma'am?
Customer: Yes I have, but there are several programs running right now. Is it okay to install while they are running?
CS Rep: What programs are running ma'am?
Customer: Let me see....I have PASTHURT.EXE, LOWESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running right now.
CS Rep: No problem. LOVE will automatically erase PASTHURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOWESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGHESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ma'am?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?
CS Rep: My pleasure. Go to your Start menu and invoke FORGIVENESS.EXE. Do this as many times as necessary until GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM have been completely erased.
Customer: Okay, I'm done. LOVE has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?
CS Rep: Yes it is. You should receive a message that says it will reinstall for the life of your HEART. Do you see that message?
Customer: Yes I do. Is it completely installed?

CS Rep: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other HEARTs in order to get the upgrades.
Customer: Oops...I have an error message already. What should I do?
CS Rep: What does the message say?
Customer: It says "ERROR 412 - PROGRAM NOT RUN ON INTERNAL COMPONENTS". What does that mean?
CS Rep: Don't worry ma'am, that's a common problem. It means that the LOVE program is set up to run on external HEARTS but has not yet been run on your HEART. It is one of those complicated programming things, but in non-technical terms it means you have to "LOVE" your own machine before it can "LOVE" others.

Customer: So what should I do?
CS Rep: Can you find the directory called "SELF-ACCEPTANCE"?
Customer: Yes, I have it.
CS Rep: Excellent, you are getting good at this.
Customer: Thank you.
CS Rep: You're welcome. Click on the following files and then copy them to the "MYHEART" directory: FORGIVESELF.DOC, SELFESTEEM.TXT, REALIZEWORTH.TXT, and GOODNESS.DOC. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching any faulty programming. Also, you need to delete SELFCRITIC.EXE from all directories, and then empty your recycle bin afterwards to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My HEART is filling up with really neat files. SMILE.MPG is playing on my monitor right now and it shows that WARMTH.COM, PEACE.EXE, and CONTENTMENT.COM are copying themselves all over My HEART!
CS Rep: Then LOVE is installed and running. You should be able to handle it from here. One more thing before I go...
Customer: Yes?
CS Rep: LOVE is freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everybody you meet. They will in turn share it with other people and they will return some really neat modules back to you.
Customer: I will. Thank you for your help.

LET US PRAY: Lord, teach us to love ourselves and others as you love us. AMEN!

growing up

Sometimes when I think about the past, to when I was in elementary school and high school, I wonder how much I have matured during these years. When you contemplate on your own past, you can't really tell, until you've read your own past blog posts.

I've been procrastinating like crazy recently seeing as finals are coming up and I've been reading other people's old blogs. It's pretty interesting to read how these people were like when they were young, before I met them. Everyone's story is so different, everyone writes about different things, on their xanga, their aa, on their blogspot.

I was just reading my own blog and this is what I found:

so i guess, now we have a unpaid book in our house, and well you gotta take
advantage of it. it's a book with 4 novels in it. one of them was called P.S. I love you, by the 22-year-old daughter of the prime minister of ireland.. and that caught my eye. so i read it. it's the sweetest book ever. about how this woman's husbands dies and how she copes and how he helps her cope by writing her little msgs in an envelope for her to open every month. it is so cute! he makes her go karoake, buy a new outfit, get a new job and he even prebooks/buys a vacation to spain for her and her best friends! it's sooo adorable! i give it 2 thumbs up!

HAHA. Who knew I've read the book before, I definitely still have no recollection of what really happens in the story since I haven't watched the movie yet, but I find this pretty funny. Ladies and gentlemen, THIS is why you blog. You think your memory is good, but in reality, it's the little things you forget. Everyone can remember the big things that happen to them, but the little things, the little things that shape your thinking, the little things that change your view on the world, the little things that make you who you are. Those are the things that we often forget and store in our long term memory, only to be retrieved at random.

When we think of blogs and journals, we sometimes think of it as a waste of time and energy. I mean, we could be doing better things out there than to write about the daily happenings in our life. This is true. But actually, its those who DO write aimlessly about everything, interesting or not, who have the best memories. When they are bored, they can go back and look at all the stupid things they've written and reminisce in full picture and colour. When you look back, your memories at the back of brain will be triggered and you'll be able to remember all the little things that made/ruined your day and remember exactly how it all felt.

You'll remember exactly how you felt when a stupid boy in your class slammed the back of your chair down and made you fall to floor dragging your desk on top of you. You'll remember the time when you first fell in love with a boy and then realize how retarded you both were :). You'll remember the time when you got a free drink from your French teacher at the bar because you bravely walked around the chalet with 2 loofas in your shirt. ;)

I guess this also goes for MSN/ICQ chat logs, really. I know some of you don't save your history, but it's HILARIOUS when you go back to the good ol' days and read some of them. You'll note the way u tlk hehe n wUt rAnDOm tiNGs u cAN cuM uP w/ 2 tlk abt w/ other ppl....hehe sooo j/ks j/ks.

So really, there was no point to this post. It was just something I noticed while reading old blogs. We've all grown so much and we're going to grow even more. But even as we get older, we shouldn't ever forget the little things, the little joys and pains in our lives that have made us who we are today. So people, get BLOGGIN'! ... or get journallin', just do something to put your memories into a hard copy. (If you vlog, PLEASE don't post it up on youtube. That's stupid. haha)

I guess you'll do...

To sum up life nowadays. It's so sad, but so true.




Sounds about right to you?

Just in case.

Just in case I forget, I'm posting it on my blog.

South Park Season 12 premiere on March 28, 2008 on Comedy network at 9 pm. :)

KEN LEEEEE!

HAHAHA SO AWESOMEEE... If you don't know what song this is.. it's Mariah Carey: (Can't Live) Without you

Birthday wishes :)

Can you believe how old you are? All those times we spent together pretending we were in far off places in our imagination. All those memories we made together just the two of us. Remember when we would go hang out with our friends driving around in your car? Oh how I love those times. You would tell all these jokes and do these things that would make everyone laugh. I remember that time when we stayed up really late at night talking, just you and me. I loved every moment of it. And I miss it so much.

When I look back, all I can remember are the good times, all the times when we would just spend hours on end in each others company. Too bad we can't do this anymore. I miss you. But we can just never be together again. I need to grow up and I don't think that you can help me do that. I hope that your future will be bright even though you are facing some problems right now. I can't help you, but I'm sure some other cute girl can.

But don't you worry, I'll never forget all the amazing times we have had. I'll never forget the way you let me take off all your clothes, all the time. I don't think you should mind, your body was perfect the way it was. I loved how you were so flexible! You don't need to get any bigger, really. A part of me will always be with you.

Today is your day and I hope you have an awesome day. I wish you the best of luck this coming year. I hope you'll be able to make another girl as happy as you made me. I'll always love you.

Happy 49th Birthday Barbie :) Have a great one.

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Happy Birthday Barbie doll... I couldn't find a picture of my Gymnastics Barbie, or at least I'm pretty sure it's Gymnastics barbie, because she had a body suit and bendable legs and all. You could put her in every position! :P

edit: I found a picture! but it's an antique now so they copyrighted the image and I can't copy it! So I had to print screen. Supposedly she's pretty limited because only 1500 of this model were made and I had one of them! Right now, she's worth $65, but maybe lots more later? Too bad I left it at my old house :( Oh well. She was still awesome :)